girl, i was just reading what you put at dst about FPD or FDP or whatever and if you were still on hello i woulda swatted ya a good one!....don't EVER give up trying and you should apply for that position! if EVERYONE is too nervous then NO ONE will apply....take a chance the worst they can say is "no" and No is not a negative it is a nothing (in order for it to be a negative you would have to be less complete than you were, but you won't be, you will be where you are so it is not a negative...)
ok i have preached long enough, now go apply before they close the call :P
I like the colours in the new kit. Nice elements too. And the domain thingy...fun!!! will watch this space!